They say the journey of an entrepreneur is lonely, that you may lose friends and have to sacrifice a lot. And yes, there are times where you will have to skip parties and make choices which others may not have to make. Yes, there are times at which you will simply sit behind your desk for days on end working your ass off. And yes, there are moments in which you may feel lonely.
But let’s be honest: every journey has its downsides. And there is a difference between a lonely night and loneliness. Loneliness only happens if you do not put the right structure and systems in place. Surrounding yourself with other entrepreneurs and most importantly knowing when to say ‘no’ (something almost every entrepreneur (including myself) struggles with) will prevent you from getting lonely and overworked.
And trust me, once you have started the journey you will never want to go back. The little wins (not necessarily monetary ones) will do you so much good and there are times in which you will look at what you have achieved and built with pride. That will make up for all the lonely nights grinding and working your ass off.
So the question is: what is holding you back?
H A P P Y M O N D A Y, heavy rain ☔️ and finally back at work 👮🏼♀️. BUT w e e k e n d is almost here. Countdown -> 3,5 days to go | Meine Woche wird kurz, mein Tag war spannend und ich fast schlaflos im Status aufgeregt 😵👽🎃👾🤡. Dazu ein Wort: MORGEN! Waren heute dienstlich bei der sog. USBV-Gruppe (unkonventionelle Spreng- und Brandvorrichtung) #dresden#BlackFridayWeek#Gymshark#GymSharkBlackout
Yesterday a good friend slept with me and in the afternoon we did something for a presentation we'll have on friday. So I slept in my parents bed (they weren't at home). Their room is next to the kitchen so I binged at night. But without purging.
Today I had an apple, a croissant filled with vanilla pudding, a vegan nugget, 200ml apple juice, and a huge binge. (500g alpro soya vanilla, banana, peanut butter, a lot of cereals, chocolate, milk, gingerbread, cake,... ----purged two times, like 70% of the food) For dinner I ate tortellini and a bun. Now I feel guilty about the day. And btw, I'm sick. I have a cold. Including headache, sneezing etc.
Now I want to go to bed bc I want to go shopping with my parents tomorrow. I hope I'll be fit for it. Otherwise I have to stay at home and I'll probably be alone. That means another binge and purge day... so yes, I pray that this would not happen. Surely I have to learn for school tomorrow (French class test, big music test). I don't want to!!!! #recovery#healthy#sport#food#weight#eating#disorder#ed#binge#anorexia#nervosa#struggle#thin#fat#legs#ana#recoverylose