Happy Fri-yay, loves! Here comes a topic that even I struggle with: FOOD! 🤦🏻♀️
Sometimes, it’s hard for me to talk about food, especially via instagram. I scroll through my feed reading motivational post after motivational post, seeing flawless reverse diets, “body goals,” & inspiration that I just cannot relate to right now..
Lately, I haven’t felt like any of that honestly.. I cannot just fake it & throw up a post about something motivational if I’m not feeling that way. Many of you may not know that I struggled with an eating disorder through a portion of my adolescent years. It’s taken me a long time to not see a “fat girl” staring back at me in the mirror. I know that seems crazy after looking at the picture above but that’s the mental hold that food had on me. My wiring had taught me to view myself in a distorted manner.
This NORMAL body season has been up & down for me. I go through days where my mind bounces around thoughts of needing more cardio, less calories, & striving to keep my comp shreds... slowly but surely, I’m accepting that this is the time to make improvements & love the skin I’m sporting. I’m the type of athlete that wants results NOW so it can be challenging for me to stay patient during my improvement seasons. I simply want to share my experiences & my life with y’all, hoping at least one person can benefit from my platform. I’m constantly learning about myself & how I define “balance.”
I guess I’m ranting bc I want you guys to know that I’m human too. This is my 4th improvement season & although I’ve overcome my ED, I’ll be the first to admit that I STILL struggle with my relationship to food & body imagine. Not every season is going to be full of crop tops & motivational selfies but just know, I’m still here & kicking! 💪🏽💕 Thanks for sticking with me FAM. #growth#reflection#selflove#teampescience#bodybyoz
Jimmy Kimmel isn't letting up on Sen. Bill Cassidy (R-LA) and his plan to repeal Obamacare. On Thursday, the late-night host gave his third monologue in three nights attacking the Louisiana senator, who'd appeared on his show months earlier and promised that any bill he'd support would have to protect people with preexisting conditions (including Kimmel's son, who was born prematurely and required significant medical care). More, on CNBC.com.
RANDOM POST WILL DELETE LATER I JUST HAVE NO EDITS AND I MISS ARSHI SM LIKE THE SUMMER WAS PRIME TIME TO WATCH THEM BUT I HAVE NO TIME NOW AND UGHH I JUST WANNA BINGE WATCH IPKKND 😩😩😭Hotstar is being a shit too like the world is against me watching ipkknd rn anyway appreciate these random pics of my kids KThanksBye #rant#willdeletelater
if i dont post that much tomorrow its cuz im gon be at an amusement park
This shit had me dying but on some real shit *UPDATE* civic is still down even though i love my pos car 🙃idk if its worth fixing ive wanted a new car for a while just i suck at saving money🤷🏾♂️ so rn im $350 into the problem cant fix it and my boi @migue95_b came to look at it also and we agreed on maybe it does need a new engine rn i has 197,XXX around there and ive been looking around found engines imported from japan for like $550 not sketch did my research at least i think😅 but sound like thats the plan and for now im driving a big ass expedition which literally eats up gas like nun 😒 smh but REBUILD PT 2 and ima keep this pos car for longer but if this car does this shit again im done defintely selling it 😂#rant#em2life#em2lifestyle#em2gang#7thgencivic#elite7s#rebuildtime#pt2#civicgang#whydoesmycarhateme
This photo was inspired by a lot of photos I've seen lately for giveaways that require reposting rather than taking a photo. As a toy photographer, I find it important to maintain my identity as an artist and not solely as a consumer. Sure, I've seen some really neat stuff being offered up, but I feel like these things should be given on artistic merit and not simply for broadcasting someone else's page. End rant.
KEEP YOUR SELF CONFIDENCE HIGH AND YOUR EGO MEDIUM. IF YOU DEPRESSED ALL I CAN TELL YOU IS TO LOVE YOURSELF AND IF YOU CAN’T IM GON LOVE YOU. I LOVE ALL YALL, I KNOW THIS CORNY AF BUT IT NEEDED TO BE SAID.
if yall homies dont be sippin h20 then idek what u doin bruh
At any given moment, the brain has 14 billion neurons firing at a speed of 450 miles per hour.
We don’t have control over most of them.
When we get a chill -- goose bumps.
When we get excited -- adrenaline.
The body naturally follows its impulses, which I think is part of what makes it so hard for us to control ours.
Of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not control, that we later wish we had.
The body is a slave to its impulses.
But the thing that makes us human, is what we can control.
After the storm, after the rush, after the heat of the moment has passed,
we can cool off and clean up the messes we've made.
We can try to let go of what was.
And then again.
Happy Saturday, all.
if this doesn’t prove that evolution is real then i dont know what will
i look female and im okay wit dat
═ Pictured: Sheep - Lower Jaw
This is a bit of a rant about something that happened on my main blog earlier today... The situation goes like this. I posted a thing saying "Im salty because I found a raccoon in super good condition on the side of the road on the way home from school and at the time my parents wouldn't pull over." Then someone, who is not a mutual, someone Ive never talked to before responds with " w " "why would you want a dead raccoon." So I reblog saying "Because one of my main hobbies is taxidermy and bone cleaning and stuff :)" and they reply with not a "oh okay cool!" Or something similar its "oh my god #i
This morning I was thinking a lot about the things I do and I felt a bit sad thinking that I would never reach success. So I decided to write in my journal words of encouragement to my self as well as to the people around me. Success takes time and effort but the price is worth it. I want you all to remember the quote of Thomas S. Monson : "may we ever take the harder right than the easier wrong." If we always choose the right and do our best we would reach success but if we choose to take the easy path and cheat our success would just be temporary.
If you took the time to read this Thank you so much. May God bless you always 😄😊